Alivia, puta en Jerusalén

I Will Be Your Most Diligent Student



Allow me to become your most diligent student. I am desperately in need of a teacher who can teach me not just to understand "ті атоге, " but to feel it in my bones and beyond.

I will learn to pronounce it only in a whisper, and only for you. And if you wish to check how this phrase sounds on my lips. or how it falters when your fingers guide my pronunciation, I will only be grateful for the instruction.

I come to you in complete openness. Like a blank sheet upon which only you will write the rules. For me, this is not just a lesson. It is an initiation. They say the deepest subjects are best studied through practice. I am ready. It is my happiness to be your personal revelation.

Imagine, you walk into the classroom where I am in anxious anticipation, ready to literally absorb knowledge through my very skin. You beckon me to your large oak desk and gesture for me to lean over the text, and you come up behind me and the lesson begins, but I will need more and more. I will be the most diligent student.